Thanks to my Facebook “Memories”, I found a race report that I published on Facebook, prior to inception of the TTF blog site. It was published on this day (11/3) back in 2008. This was my 2nd marathon. It was during a time when I only ran one marathon a year, poured my heart into training & frequently was disappointed on race day.
The Indianapolis Monumental Marathon in 2008 came after a very long TRI season. We were also trying to conceive Mr. Michael, who arrived on 9/7/09. I was tired. And emotional. Two things that can make a marathon difficult at best.
Indy Marathon (11/1/08) – Race Report
Indy put on a great race this weekend! The weather was perfect, the course was perfect, I fueled properly……so why did I do more walking than running?
I’ll never know why certain race days end in utter disappointment and tears. Saturday was such a day. I had my miles in, I had a good attitude, I was ready to run, unfortunately my body didn’t get the memo!
I knew I was off almost immediately as my pace was slow and I didn’t have anything more to put into pushing the pace faster. I tried to convince myself that since the weather was cold I was just a bit sluggish and that as soon as I warmed up then I would be able to settle in and start pacing properly. Realistically, when looking at 26 miles, a slow pace isn’t really too big of an issue, I can pick it up later or just run slower. No big deal either way because to me the marathon distance is really about personal achievement and not the clock time.
Things just never came together and they went from less than ideal to pretty bad. I was upset not because I was slow but because I felt bad all over, from my head to my toes! I was upset that I normally can run, even if it is slow, through all my training runs and now it was race day and I not only didn’t want to run, I didn’t even want to walk! Had I been close to home or on a training run, I would have scrapped the day. Some days just aren’t for running and I am old enough to know and accept what I’m given. However, I wasn’t in a situation where I could just get in my car and go home, or call Mick and have him come rescue me. Sigh….so I finished, not because I wanted to but because I didn’t have another reasonable option. It was a 4:50 finish; I was 2:09 at the half, so the majority of the walking did come in the last half. I ran/walked a 4:54 in Memphis last December and felt a whole lot better about it than I did the Indy finish. Not sure why but my emotions took a huge toll on me too, which I think just made it that much worse. And I know I have the ability to run in the 4:15 to 4:30 range…..but that would require that I actually keep moving the entire time!
Looking back, I am thankful I had the desire, motivation and ability to train for another marathon. I am thankful I had a great friend (Abby) awaiting my finish to give me a tissue and commiserate with me! I am also thankful for the great people I met along the course, some who were having good days, other who weren’t.
I’m super sore today, obviously my ego has been bruised badly, and I’m gonna take the week to relax and realign myself mentally. Hopefully by Friday I will be “back” and looking forward to a Saturday long run and maybe even possibly the Tecumseh Trail Marathon.
Cheers to being “upright and moving forward” regardless of how we feel. Amanda
2008 & 2015 Indy Monumental Finisher Medals
I always say that “time changes almost everything”. And I still believe that. If you had told me after I wrote this race report, that in 8 years I’d be going back for my 3rd Indy Monumental Marathon AND that it would be my 35th marathon in all, I’d have told you that you were nuts. But apparently the joke’s on me. This Saturday will be my 3rd Indy Monumental Marathon. And it will be my 35th marathon.
** Cheers to Whatever Adventures the Future Brings ** Amanda – TooTallFritz
Interested in more posts on the Indianapolis Monumental Marathon? See the links below.
Indianapolis Monumental Marathon Then vs Now – 11/5/15
Indianapolis Monumental Marathon ….. 2015 Version – 11/10/15